my brain is tired!!!

MY BRAIN IS FREAKING TIRED OF HEARING YOUR VOICE!!! you self-centered bitch, who thinks that you can what ever your mind comes up with.. WAKE UP! this is reality, not a fairytale!!!! and whenever someone talks to you, you always have to make the subject about you! and if it changes you put up an angry face, and quickly changes the subject back to you!
and if people tell you "come on, you can't do that, you can't do everything you want" her answer is.. "well yes, I can" .. OMG!! YOU ARE SOOO FREAKING ANNOYING!! and you complain ALL THE TIME! there is nothing you can be happy about, even though it's been a good day at work, you have to pull out the bad things and talk about and make everything about your job to something bad. seriously, I can't understand why anyone likes you?
you live at our place, but do you do anything at all? NO NO NO!! you sit on your ass, get free food and don't have to pay anything for living here, and still, all we hear is your complaining about how cruel life is, only to you, and how you negver start anything, you are always the victim, and how you always have to be right, even though you are as stupid as a fucking door! no wait, I door has more braincells than you!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU FREAKING MUCH I JUST WANT YOU TO GO AWAY AND LIVE YOUR LIFE SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!

why do you have to be my brothers fiancé?