OMFG!!!!!!!

IT'S TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!! DISTANT WORLDS IS COMING TO LONDON NEXT YEAR!!! FUCK YES!! I'm soo going!! I could cry, I'm that happy right now ;______; I was at the concert in Stockholm on 12th of June this year, and it was soo.. damn it was amazing, and it was in the middle of my exam periode, which wasn't so good, 'cause I couldn't focus at all after that concert, I could only think about it xDD I think that's why I did soo poorly, but that doesn't matter, Final Fantasy is more important to me than life itself xDD

I know I haven't updated in like, a month xDD or wait, it's almost two isn't it o.o xDDD anyways, my life isn't really that exciting, and that is why xD
the most exciting things is, of course the news about the Distant worlds concert, but also the fact, that my FF collection almost is complete, only missing a few games, yaaaiizz ^&^v also, it's my birthday on friday xDD haha xDD woop woop xDD
but omg, the only thing I can think about right now.. is that concert *____* oh wait, also the fact that in the summer vacation next year, I'm going to Japan for 2 weeks xDD I know it sounds crazy saying this, but it almost slipped my mind, because I'm that excited for that freaking concert damnit!! xDDD


but now I'm gonna go, 'cause work calls once again xDD I work waayy too much compared to my contract, but screw that.. MONEEEYY!! xDDD

over and out!!! hope you too is as happy as me xDDD haha xDDD

school started! ^&^v

yesterday my Japanese class started again! ^&^v <3>
I was so excited about it, 'cause I really missed it and the lovely people!
I must admit that it was a really good start, there was no awkwardness in seeing these people again, and they all just talked to me, like I had been in the class last year also, even though I only was there for like 4 months or so :3
anyways, the class I'm attending is now Japanese B-level practiced. uhhhh xDDD my teacher was like, if you ever meet one of those from the beginner class, make them bow for you xDDDD
In our breaks in there, me and Eva-san totally raped our teacher's computer with Japanese child songs, AND kokkiman xDDDDDD and for the rest of the evening me and signe-san kept singing, Mary-san no Hitsuji xDDDDDDD come on, it's a good song xDDD
we also played a hiragana and katakana game to see if we hopefully hadn't forgotten them all xDDD fortunately, we hadn't XDD though I must admit that when you haven't practiced almost all summer, some of the katakana was a bit fuzzy xDDD
we also got our first assingment which we have to finished till next class so we can write it in on the computer and turn it in to the school, and there is like only 7 assingments left this year, woop woop xDDD

on our way home, me and signe-san.. well we got a bit too happy I don't now, but we were clearly hyperactive, and we invented this mutant sheep which will come and eat other sheeps, and also humans sometimes xDD it's like 2 feet tall and ways a 1000 pounds XDDDDDD
I'm already really looking forward to next Japanese class, I can't wait for it to be wednesday :3

oh btw, work is awesome!! I work alot, and I get alot of money of course XDD soo I've got the money to buy all the lovely games that I'm craving to get xDDD actually the only one I'm missing right now is Persona 4 xDDD
currently I'm playing:

FF VIII (again xDD) I'm on disc 4 xDD
Dissidia: Final Fantasy.I'm in chapter 3 of the shade impulses.
Crisis Core -Final Fantasy VII- I actually just finished it, but then started a new game xDD
Final Fantasy I. I could actually just go and kick the crap out of the last boss, BUT I want to do the four cave thingys also, 'cause I want to complete, the ENTIRE game and not just some off it xDD


games I've yet to play:
Persona 3 (Bought, waiting)
Suikoden V (Bought, waiting)
Final Fantasy II (I have it XD I will start once I finsish FF I )
Final fantasy tactics (Bought waiting)

and ALOT of others, which I haven't bought yet, 'cause they are not out yet, OR I don't have the console yet >.<


and well, that's pretty much it for now xDDD

HAHA!!!

I'm sitting here wondering about what people think of me, I reached this conclusion;
Bitchy, hateable, annoying, full of shit and such, and you know what? I DON'T CARE!! I'm me, not some fake, everybody-loves-me human. I say the things I wanna say and do things the way I want to do them.
and with that said I just got something funny on my mind, I was at this convention this weekend, and well, I saw my ex, many times, and whenever he looked at me, it was like, he was starring and was turning his head after me, I couldn't help but smile xDDDD

I song I listen to all the time at the moment;
Heartsdales - candypop feat. SOUL'd OUT

seriously it's soo catchy and plays on repeat on my computer the most of the time I listen to music xDDD

and yeah I got nothing more, just wanted to update something, 'cause I suck at this xDDD

Final Fantasy freak!

yup, that's what I am and have been for a very long time!! I started being fascinated by Final Fanatasy series when I was about 8 or 9 years old ^^ since then the love for it has only grown deeper and deeper <3> and since I'm pretty bored I decieded to make this "love list" if you can call it that, with my fav. of all kinds of things xDD so lets just start ^&^


first of

fav. game overall:
well, I have two. FF IX and FF VIII, I can't really chose between those two ^&^













Fav. game story wise :
ok, this is a tough one, hmm the story I felt the saddest and actually cried a lot was FF IX, so I'm gonna go with that ^&^


Fav. game character wise :
ok a lot of final fantasy characters, actually most of them are kick ass! but if it has to be all of the characters then, hmm, I think it must be FF VIII, because they are not emo with a lousy reason of something like that, to me they are most, like real people, if you look at all of them ^&^ and there really isn't any boring ones where you just sit, omg get it over with ^&^


Fav. character FF V : ('cause I can't really remember that many from ealier games, sorry ;___; )
I know he is like the main character but Bartz is just soo YES! XD come on, who doesn't love Bartz and his kind of playful self? xD












Fav. Character FF VI :
No doubt it's Kefka!!!! he's such an awesome villian xDD without him I think FF VI would have been too.. you know serious and all that, don't know why, but yeah, and humor is such a big part of the FF universe, so it has to be there!! >.< and I mean come on, who can't love and laugh at his insanity? xD












Fav. character FF VII :
III don't know actually xDD there's not a lot of characters I really like in this game o.o but I will say Yuffie, 'cause yeah, I like her the most xDD













Fav. Character FF VIII :
this.. is really tough o.o so I will say it's someone who no one expects it to be.... FUJIN!! seriously, her one word, caps lock sentences just kill me XDD I love her! ^&^













Fav. Character FF IX :
it's a chracter who in the Japanese version is a woman and for some reason on the english version it's a guy! o.o who made that mistake!? XDD if you still hasn't guesseed who it is, it's Kuja! damn I love him.. her.. whatever xD I feel so bad for him/her all the time and I just wanna hug him/her ;____; and I'm glad that Zidane still cares about him/her even though he/she is like, If I'm gonna die, you all go with me! very nice for it not to be cliché on that part! ^&^













Fav. character FF X :
ok.. I have no idea xD I don't really hate anyone or love anyone, again I will say someone totally unexpected xDD she's not in the game very much, but I will say Tidus' mum xDDDD don't ask why xDD
I can't really find a picture of his mum, which is a shame, 'cause she's really pretty ^&^


I wont make it longer than this, 'cause I don't really like the newer games that much, and hasn't finished anyone of them, fail x.x I wil though I promise!! and Lightning is hot yes xD


just one last one
Fav. Dissidia Final Fantasy voice! :
KUJA!!! damn that voice suits him so well *____* I actually screamed with joy when I first heard it xDD so yeah, really good pick for him! ^&^v


the end for now, I think I'll make a music one later, perhaps, don't know, but know I'm gonna go play some final fantasy!! xDD

Rain is over and out!~

tired..

I'M SO TIRED OF YOU!!
would you please stop copying me, idiot!?
and just so you know, no I fucking don't like you, OK!? I think you are annoying as hell and the biggest loser on the entire planet! fuck off!

amazing..

it's amazing how quickly you can be forgotten and not really be IT anymore.. but that's the destiny of me xDD seriously, everytime I find someone who I just have an amazing time with, then I show them something, a new band, or kind of fashion or something like that, they become totally obsessed with it and soon I'm nearly forgotten, wtf thanks dudes XD it has happened to me soo many times now XD I should learn to just keep my mouth shut xDD
that is why, I, myself, have become my own best friend XDD 'cause me, I can always count on, oh hell yeah, I aint going nowhere ^&^ besides when I'm going to Japan, it's gonna be fun, being away half a year, and then come back and really have no friends at all xDD 'cause I know that's how it's gonna be, people will forget me and stop caring, but it wont affect me anymore, I've learned to deal with it, just so you know XDD
and now I'm gonna stop 'cause, yeah, HAHAHA XDD

by the way, people may not think this is how it is, but let's face reality, we all know it is ^^
but I will keep smiling, 'cause my dreams are the most important things I have, and no one can take them away from me!!
oh and just because I'm not that close with people, I can still talk to them, it's like me saying, you all suck go away, no, I'm just being realistic and some people are also not invovled in this, even though it may point that way, just so you guys know it's not everyone I've showed something new that this has happened with ^&^ oh wait, it's only one person this does not concern, oh what the hell xDDD

Rain is out with a big smile~ ^&^

O.W.A.R.I.

my hectic week has started!! yaaaaaiiizz xDD
Today I was at the school getting my question arc for my last final!! which is only in some hours!!! woop woop!! then I'll be a graduate!!! O.O so amazing, I never thought, that someone with as a retarded mind as me could actually gradute and go on out in the big world XDD but I did it!! XDD
so yeah tomorrow, I will go to my final exam, which english xDD piece of cake XDD I'm not saying that I will get a good grade or anything, I just find english very easy, without even trying to make it good I can get the third best grade in but written and spoken english, so yeah xDD well after that half an hour is finished, I can get my cap on!! and walk around all almighty like xDD
then in the evening, our graduate pictures will be taken and the graduation party will take place! :3 sooo looking forward to it ^&^

Thursday I will go out to celebrate the people who graduated from my Japanese class, by eating at the lovely japanese resturant Wagamama <3 the only bad thing is.. you know the world cup in soccer is going on right? well, because I have to go in there and eat, I can't watch the Denmark - Japan match ;_________; I'm so sad about that ;______________________________________________________;

then friday, we will get our graduation diplomas and drive around in a wagon for 12 hours, being drunk, YOSSHA!!! XDDD


not much more to say, other than tomorrow, will be such a good day, I can't even imagine it myself ^&^ *BIG SMILE*

Rain will now prepare to travel all around the world 8D