Final Fantasy freak!

yup, that's what I am and have been for a very long time!! I started being fascinated by Final Fanatasy series when I was about 8 or 9 years old ^^ since then the love for it has only grown deeper and deeper <3> and since I'm pretty bored I decieded to make this "love list" if you can call it that, with my fav. of all kinds of things xDD so lets just start ^&^


first of

fav. game overall:
well, I have two. FF IX and FF VIII, I can't really chose between those two ^&^













Fav. game story wise :
ok, this is a tough one, hmm the story I felt the saddest and actually cried a lot was FF IX, so I'm gonna go with that ^&^


Fav. game character wise :
ok a lot of final fantasy characters, actually most of them are kick ass! but if it has to be all of the characters then, hmm, I think it must be FF VIII, because they are not emo with a lousy reason of something like that, to me they are most, like real people, if you look at all of them ^&^ and there really isn't any boring ones where you just sit, omg get it over with ^&^


Fav. character FF V : ('cause I can't really remember that many from ealier games, sorry ;___; )
I know he is like the main character but Bartz is just soo YES! XD come on, who doesn't love Bartz and his kind of playful self? xD












Fav. Character FF VI :
No doubt it's Kefka!!!! he's such an awesome villian xDD without him I think FF VI would have been too.. you know serious and all that, don't know why, but yeah, and humor is such a big part of the FF universe, so it has to be there!! >.< and I mean come on, who can't love and laugh at his insanity? xD












Fav. character FF VII :
III don't know actually xDD there's not a lot of characters I really like in this game o.o but I will say Yuffie, 'cause yeah, I like her the most xDD













Fav. Character FF VIII :
this.. is really tough o.o so I will say it's someone who no one expects it to be.... FUJIN!! seriously, her one word, caps lock sentences just kill me XDD I love her! ^&^













Fav. Character FF IX :
it's a chracter who in the Japanese version is a woman and for some reason on the english version it's a guy! o.o who made that mistake!? XDD if you still hasn't guesseed who it is, it's Kuja! damn I love him.. her.. whatever xD I feel so bad for him/her all the time and I just wanna hug him/her ;____; and I'm glad that Zidane still cares about him/her even though he/she is like, If I'm gonna die, you all go with me! very nice for it not to be cliché on that part! ^&^













Fav. character FF X :
ok.. I have no idea xD I don't really hate anyone or love anyone, again I will say someone totally unexpected xDD she's not in the game very much, but I will say Tidus' mum xDDDD don't ask why xDD
I can't really find a picture of his mum, which is a shame, 'cause she's really pretty ^&^


I wont make it longer than this, 'cause I don't really like the newer games that much, and hasn't finished anyone of them, fail x.x I wil though I promise!! and Lightning is hot yes xD


just one last one
Fav. Dissidia Final Fantasy voice! :
KUJA!!! damn that voice suits him so well *____* I actually screamed with joy when I first heard it xDD so yeah, really good pick for him! ^&^v


the end for now, I think I'll make a music one later, perhaps, don't know, but know I'm gonna go play some final fantasy!! xDD

Rain is over and out!~

tired..

I'M SO TIRED OF YOU!!
would you please stop copying me, idiot!?
and just so you know, no I fucking don't like you, OK!? I think you are annoying as hell and the biggest loser on the entire planet! fuck off!

amazing..

it's amazing how quickly you can be forgotten and not really be IT anymore.. but that's the destiny of me xDD seriously, everytime I find someone who I just have an amazing time with, then I show them something, a new band, or kind of fashion or something like that, they become totally obsessed with it and soon I'm nearly forgotten, wtf thanks dudes XD it has happened to me soo many times now XD I should learn to just keep my mouth shut xDD
that is why, I, myself, have become my own best friend XDD 'cause me, I can always count on, oh hell yeah, I aint going nowhere ^&^ besides when I'm going to Japan, it's gonna be fun, being away half a year, and then come back and really have no friends at all xDD 'cause I know that's how it's gonna be, people will forget me and stop caring, but it wont affect me anymore, I've learned to deal with it, just so you know XDD
and now I'm gonna stop 'cause, yeah, HAHAHA XDD

by the way, people may not think this is how it is, but let's face reality, we all know it is ^^
but I will keep smiling, 'cause my dreams are the most important things I have, and no one can take them away from me!!
oh and just because I'm not that close with people, I can still talk to them, it's like me saying, you all suck go away, no, I'm just being realistic and some people are also not invovled in this, even though it may point that way, just so you guys know it's not everyone I've showed something new that this has happened with ^&^ oh wait, it's only one person this does not concern, oh what the hell xDDD

Rain is out with a big smile~ ^&^

O.W.A.R.I.

my hectic week has started!! yaaaaaiiizz xDD
Today I was at the school getting my question arc for my last final!! which is only in some hours!!! woop woop!! then I'll be a graduate!!! O.O so amazing, I never thought, that someone with as a retarded mind as me could actually gradute and go on out in the big world XDD but I did it!! XDD
so yeah tomorrow, I will go to my final exam, which english xDD piece of cake XDD I'm not saying that I will get a good grade or anything, I just find english very easy, without even trying to make it good I can get the third best grade in but written and spoken english, so yeah xDD well after that half an hour is finished, I can get my cap on!! and walk around all almighty like xDD
then in the evening, our graduate pictures will be taken and the graduation party will take place! :3 sooo looking forward to it ^&^

Thursday I will go out to celebrate the people who graduated from my Japanese class, by eating at the lovely japanese resturant Wagamama <3 the only bad thing is.. you know the world cup in soccer is going on right? well, because I have to go in there and eat, I can't watch the Denmark - Japan match ;_________; I'm so sad about that ;______________________________________________________;

then friday, we will get our graduation diplomas and drive around in a wagon for 12 hours, being drunk, YOSSHA!!! XDDD


not much more to say, other than tomorrow, will be such a good day, I can't even imagine it myself ^&^ *BIG SMILE*

Rain will now prepare to travel all around the world 8D

bored xDDD

so yeah, I've always had this big passion for music, and listened to it alot, BUT right now it's totally topping xDD I'm listening to it more than is healthy I think xD and I've also started listening to a lot of new bands, soo yeah, this is a little blog thingy about my new and old pleasures of music! ^&^



DOGinTheパラレルワールドオーケストラ



they're a pretty new band, but they have surely sweeped of my feet!! they are really amazing! their music is soo catchy, and you just want to hear the songs over and over again!! <3<3 and their random crazyness is perfect iceing on the top <3 Haru's vocals are just wonderful and captivating <3
Fav. song: can't really pick anyone XDD but the three I listen to the most is: WONDERxWONDER, 絶頂highスピーカー and ハルシオンキャンディ ^&^

TOON-FACTORY



also pretty new, started in 2008 ^&^ their music is pretty steady and has some awesome riffs so you can easily destinquish the songs from each other <3 also very catchy and leaves you longing for more! <3
Fav. song: サヨナラ、バイバイ。


アリス九號. (Iknow it's not their name anymore, but Alice Nine is just plain boring XD )



WOW is my only comment xDD <3<3 I don't know why my obsession with this lovely band didn't start much earlier! seriously! fail from my side XDD anyways they're really amazing <3<3 and Shou-san's vocals are soo original if you can say that, he has this deep but still pretty sounding voice, he often sings kind of edgy, so when you first hear the note it sounds off-key, BUT you find out it's actually not, and I just love it soo much <3<3
Fav. song: ARMOR RING <3<3<3<3<3<3 such an amazing song!!! really!!! I love all their songs, but ARMOR RING just have that little bit extra pow ^&^ <3<3<3



so yeah, that's my obsessions at the moment <3<3<3<3 I love it, and I hope that it will keep on going for a very long time xDDD <3<3<3

Rain is over and out~
SMILE PEOPLE, SMILEEEEE!!!!!

bleh.

I feel soo alone, and I'm sad all the time, even though I say I'm soo happy, well I may be that on the outside, but on the inside.. I'm just all over the place, feeling lost, the people I love and really try to give something to all the time, well they barely seem to like me.. they may write hearts and stuff like that, but it seems soo fake.. try saying I love you, or I need you, or I miss you, or something like that, FIRST! don't just say it because I said it.. but no one ever says it to me.. and I see how they have fun with everyone else, and always mentions them.. but... I know I'm just whining and complaining, but sometimes it would be nice to just get a little bit of acknowledgement ^^




but yeah, I promise I will always smile <3 ~

well...

ok, so yesterday.. was my last day of "college" or whatever it's called XDD it was suppose to be fun, and we were suppose to be retarded, but my class, well let's just say I was the only one who had dressed up in funny clothes >.> and they were all sooo uptight and was like, I don't wanna run around and make a fool of myself.. OH SHUT UP FOR CHRIST SAKE!!!! why do you have to be sooo fucking grown up? you guys just turned either 18 or 19... if you already wanna act like adults then I'm glad I'm never going to speak to you guys again!! how boring can it get x.x seriously, I NEVER wanna be like that, if I end up like that, I will kill myself, and I mean it x.x
anyways after that we went down to this park where all the graduation classes were, and then we just drank the big bucket of liqour we had bought in Netto, which was rather fun xDD BUT the sun was in my face, and well I had no sun protection thingy on, soo my face is now all red and burning, greaaaaatttt xDD and because I also got sun on my arms, they are itching like hell, god damnit!! xDDD
when it was a little past 5pm we came to the resturant where we were suppose to eat before going to the party at the school, and the was fuuuuun xDD and the food was delicious as always <3
then at 7pm the party started at the school, BUT as always you are never there from the beginning, we were at someone from my classes place, and we sat drinking, and the suddenly, Sissi, Tanja, Sine and me realized that everyone had moved table and we were sitting all alone, why thank you xDD but we just started playing a drinking game then, and daaaamnn it was hella hilarious XDD at 9pm us four decided to go to the party at the school, so we did xDD and we danced for like a looooong time and just had fun, until it got boring and we went down into town to see if there was more going on there... but there wasn't xDD soo we went home, after getting something to eat.
on the way home, this song came on the radio http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-01GCGhFGVU .. and Sine suddenly decided to put all other bodyparts into the chorus xDD daammnn, we laughed sooo hard xDDDD

today I'm going to celebrate my stepgrandmother's birthday party, by grilling at their place, yaaaiii! ^&^
and tomorrow Trine will come and stay till monday <3<3 sooo looking forward to it! ^&^

Remember to spread joy to those around you!
Rain is over and out~



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