my brain is tired!!!

MY BRAIN IS FREAKING TIRED OF HEARING YOUR VOICE!!! you self-centered bitch, who thinks that you can what ever your mind comes up with.. WAKE UP! this is reality, not a fairytale!!!! and whenever someone talks to you, you always have to make the subject about you! and if it changes you put up an angry face, and quickly changes the subject back to you!
and if people tell you "come on, you can't do that, you can't do everything you want" her answer is.. "well yes, I can" .. OMG!! YOU ARE SOOO FREAKING ANNOYING!! and you complain ALL THE TIME! there is nothing you can be happy about, even though it's been a good day at work, you have to pull out the bad things and talk about and make everything about your job to something bad. seriously, I can't understand why anyone likes you?
you live at our place, but do you do anything at all? NO NO NO!! you sit on your ass, get free food and don't have to pay anything for living here, and still, all we hear is your complaining about how cruel life is, only to you, and how you negver start anything, you are always the victim, and how you always have to be right, even though you are as stupid as a fucking door! no wait, I door has more braincells than you!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU FREAKING MUCH I JUST WANT YOU TO GO AWAY AND LIVE YOUR LIFE SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!

why do you have to be my brothers fiancé?

pretty much normal :3

well yeah, here I'm sitting waiting for the clock to hit half past four, so I can get the train towards Copenhagen to go to my Japanese classes in Albertslund ^&^ I will be home like 23.50 pm this evening, BUT it doesn't matter, 'cause I love it ^&^ AND tomorrow class starts at like 10.00 am first, sooo that's awesome ^&^

anyways, I'm just sitting here being bored, having no idea what to do, and time passes by sooo freaking slow x.x heeeeeeeelpppp!

Trine told me to write about her this time, so I will give a little space to do so xD ^&^
Trine is such a lovely little, cute teddybear you just wanna hug all the time, seriously, you have to believe me here! and she is sooo pretty and sweet <3 first time I saw her, I just wanted to take her home with me, and tie her to my bed, so she couldn't run away from me xD fortunately, that thing only stayed in my thoughts xD
but yeah, anyways, I'm really looking forward to maybe going to Costrip with her, AND to go to the LM.C concert with her! <3<3<3 I can't wait at all!! only 20 days left now!!! kyyyyyyaaaaaaaa!!~ *psycho dance*

yesterday, there was this sweet little girl, who was all sad face, because we weren't going with the same bus, it was really strange, but soooo cute :3

anyways, I don't know what more to write, so I'll stop here, and write again, when there is actually something excinting to write, 'cause this is getting kinda boring xD haha xD

Never forget to show your smiles!!
Rain is over and out~

goooood! :3

first of all.. THE SNOW IS DISAPPEARING!! YAAII!! *happy dance* I've been waiting for this moment in over a month now xD maybe spring can start now? pretty please :3 xD

anyways, another thing that made this day really good, is the fact that I went to Albertslund today, to talk about me going to that school to study Japanese after I finish "College" AND I talked to him a little, and he asked " do you know any Japanese, have you gone to classes before, or are you a complete beginner?" I was like "well, I've done some self studying, so I know a bit" and then his eyes totally lit up and said, well the Japanese teacher is here at the moment, you wanna talk to him? I didn't even get the chance to answer before the Japanese teacher was standing in the room xD and when he heard that I had studied on my own a bit, he just said, why don't you try coming to my classes? you can come today if you like? .. I was like WOW xD I couldn't come today, but I will attend on wednesday!!! ^&^ it's sooo fucking awesome! I have started on my next school, without finishing the one I'm already attending! it's freaking awesome!! oh yeah xD

also, LM.Cs new album came out today!!!!!! I really really really love it! <3<3<3 can't wait to see them live again! <3

also also, Okashiicon is like this weekend!!! YAAIII!! <3 I'm sooo looking forward to it! I really miss retarded lovely people! <3<3 so basiclly, today was really good! :3

See you again sometime!
don't forget to smile! ^&^
Rain is out~

Fantasy Festival! :3

This thing has been going around Last.fm for a while now, and I decieded that I would try doing a list also, 'cause... it's fun! xD and I have no life xD

Take eight bands that should play at your show and determine their set lists:
- The first one plays 5 songs.
- The second one plays 5 songs.
- The third one plays 5 songs.
- The fourth one plays 7 songs.
- The fifth one plays 7 songs.
- The sixth one plays 10 songs.
- The seventh one plays 10 songs.
- The eighth one plays 14 songs, with a 2 song encore


- ムック
1. Yasashii uta
2. Zetsubou
3. Ageha
4. Rojiura boku to kimi e
5. Daikirai 2006

- Kaya
1. Kagami oni
2. Carmilla
3. Pourriture noble
4. kaleidoscope -Glitter mix-
5. Rose Kingdom

- 香奈
1. Hebi Ichigo
2. Kuuchuu Buranko
3. Hone
4. Anzen pin
5. Trump Game

- LM.C
1. JOKER -my name is-
2. PUNKY HEART
3. OH MY JULIET.
4. Yellow Beauty
5. JOHN
6. Sentimental PigGy Romance
7. Love me?

- Vidoll
1. Berry Jam Cleaner
2. Buko, Shimobe
3. Gothikaroid
4. Orihime
5. Heiwa no uta ~youkoso ningyoukan e!~
6. MOMYxDADDY
7. [HERION]

- MASK (I know they are disbanded, but you know xD )
1. DRAMA
2. 1990 nen 5 gatsu
3. [CRAZY MOTHER]
4. Dear Fool's
5. Rose*Mary
6. Live is my Life
7. Sekirara neurosis
8. C
9. Mirai e no tsubasa
10. Sora

- アリス九號.
1. ZERO
2. Velvet
3. Gokusai Gokushiki Gokudouka
4. RED CARPET GOING ON
5. RAINBOWS
6. H.A.N.A.B.I.
7. Q.
8. Blue planet
9. NUMBER SIX.
10. Shunkashuutou

- ガゼット
1. Wakaremichi
2. Ganges ni akai bara
3. Toguro
4. Namaatatakai ame tozaratsuita jounetsu
5. THE $OCIAL RIOT MACHINE$
6. Anata no tame kono inochi
7. Shiikureta Haru, Kawarenu Haru
8. Burial Applicant
9. HEADACHE MAN
10. CALM ENVY
11. DIM SCENE
12. Taion
13. DISCHARGE
14. LINDA ~Candydive Pinky Heaven~

Encore:
1. BEST FRIENDS
2. Miseinen



weeeell, I'm not really sure that people would come, 'cause it's very different genres somewhere o.o BUT I would definately be there and go crazy all way through xD <3

ALWAYS SMILE! please remembedr that! ^&^
Rain is out~

*_____*

yeah yeah yeah, I'm here again dudes! xD

sooo this saturday, the Star wars marathon ended in tv ;______; I was very very sad. BUT, then I was like, WTH why don't I just buy all the movies!? sooo I did <3 :3 - yes I love star wars very very much!! I think they are amazing movies <3 and come on, you can't deny the fact that Hayden Christensen is hot!! yum! *licks her lips*
can't wait for the dvds to arrive :3

even though I've like gone crazy with buying stuff at the moment, I still got a lot of money o.o seriously, I don't know where they come from, I mean, I don't even work that much o.o

anyways, it's my mum's birthday on wednesday, and instead of giving her the usual boring gifts, I decided to take her to a mum-daughter day in Roskilde (I bigger town about 50 km from where I live)
I decided to do this, because I will be moving away from home this summer vacation, so I want to spent a lot of time with my mum :3
first of we are going to shop in this shoppingcenter they have, I will be paying for everything. Then dinner, me paying again xD and last but not least, we will go to the cinema and watch Valentines day


















I think it's me and my mum's humor, when put together xD soo I'm really looking forward to it being just me and her <3 ^&^

besides that, nothing much is happening xD OH, one thing though, WINTER BREAK STARTS FRIDAYYYYY!!!!!!! xD I really really really need some time of school and work, and do completely nothing, other than being lazy, and maybe crash with some friends xD


ALWAYS SMILEEE!!! ^&^
Rain is out, of your face once again xD ~

The GazettE (L)

If you think this will be another fangirl shit thing, THEN YOU ARE COMPLETELY RIGHT!!
- yes very anticlimatic I know xD but that's how it is xD

and at the moment I feel very left out xD it's like, no one talks to me right now >.> thanks dudes, you are all so fucking great >.>

but anyways, back to gazetto xD
At the moment I miss gazetto very very much, I don't really understand it myself o.o seriously it's totally crazy xD If I don't have them nearby, you know like music wise or youtube or something, I feel lost o.o I'm being totally obsessive without even wanting to o.o what the hell xD

I dreamt about them last night, and it was a goooooood dream xD (L) NO, I wasn't banging them, or kissing them roughly or stuff like that xD it was just simply them playing a concert, and we were like only 3 people there, me and 2 others I have no idea who is xD anyways, they said, they only kept playing because of me! and then I died xD not litteraly, but you know mentally xD that was just too perfect for me >.<

I really really REALLY want them to come back to europe very very soon >.< but Aoi is like getting in the way xD haha xD no, but seriously, just because there no food, ok the stupid staff fucked up, but what about your lovely fans? xD please come back!!
I actually considered writing to them, for the second time in my life, and then write, if you don't come, all your european fans will commit suicide at the same time xD ..... ok maybe not xD you all know what I mean xD
it's three years since they were here.. come on Gazetto, pull yourself together man xD

I love them anyways, and need them like a drug xD (you know, like that one song? xD )

anyways, I have finally ordered Nameless liberty six guns! yaaii xD and also dim scene, and they were like shipped yesterday, so I'm very happy xD when I get them in my hands, I will die (mentally xD ) again, because those two lives are just, super überly awesomeness!! (L) .. ok all their lives are, but what the hell xD

keep on rocking my lovely gazeboys! (L)

don't forget to smile people!!! ^&^
Rain is over and out!~

snoooooooowww o.o

Hello again everyone! ^&^
today was a very strange day, 'cause my biology teacher is on vacation in italy, so I didn't have to go to those classes which means, I could meet at 10 o'clock! luxury! ^&^ the I had english class, 2 lessons, and we had to read like a text as the only thing o.o so I was like done after 20 minutes o.o but luckily I had decided to bring my computer with me to school today, so I just watched Gazetto pvs the rest of the time (L)

I live like a 50 minute bus drive from my school, and today the weathercast said that there would be a snow storm later, and so I decided to go home after english classes, 'cause I didn't want to be stuck there, not able to go home x.x
BUT! as Ii stood there waiting for the bus, a girl from my class came over to me, and showed me a text massage she had just received from another classmate, the text said that our principal had just said over the speakers, that the school would close after the next two lessons, so people could get home, before the storm really started, and I jumped up and down, 'cause then I didn't get any of my absences writting down! (L)

and when I got back to my town, I phoned my dad and asked him to drive me home, and he said he would! awesomeness! (L)
so far, a very lovely day ^&^
I just hope that tonight it will stop snowing, so I can go to this event there is at the school I'm most likely to attend, when I graduate, from "college" ^&^ so cross your fingers for me! ^^

ALSO, I am currently in contact with a course leader, for learning japanese in Japan! and it's like sooo very close now! I think that this dream will actually come true! o.o my heart in pouding insanely just thinking about it. I really hope this is going to work!!!!

but that's all for now ^^
always remember to smile! ^&^
Rain is out~